Scars are tattoos, but with a better storyy.

First of all, yeah I know I know,
I've been off the radar for quite some time now,
But you gotta gimme a break ya know?
Hah. Anyways, the title, I got it off from someone's blogspot.
#youknowwhoyouare ;) and p/s : thanks >.<

Well back to life, and all the other crazy things in that comes with it,
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I know that we started out, wanting our lives to be exactly the same with any other fairy tales,
I can understand that, as there's always the 'happy ever after' kinda feeling.
Hmm, I don't know. If it were to exist, I might as well jump off a building,
And at the same time wear a red underpants over my pants and expect I can fly.
Impossible right?
Money can't buy love, nor can money buy back the times we screwed up.
We get hurt. Physically and emotionally.
It may seem that tomorrow might not be worth living,
Oh wait, hold on. That's just childish.
Of course we move on in life, take a glimpse of the universe,
And judge yourself, if you were to give up on something so puny.
What worth are you? Have your own say in this.

Okayyy. O.o now I'm lost.
Where was I again?
Oh oh.
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Well, today's Christmas.
Didn't felt like it though.
As years go by, the spirit in it is always decreasing,
As you can see/hear/whatever,
Less fireworks, less fat-white-bearded-dressed-up-in-red-santas,
And less, Christmas-y :x
If it's a chance for you to hang out, spend money, and err, spend MORE money,
well that's your way of having it.
But there's always something missing.
Gahhh, forget it, I'm getting no where at this anyways.

Anywaysssss, Merry Christmas to all of you readers ! :D
Have a great time celebrating this day with your loved ones.
And yeah, HO-HO-HO ! ;)

Ughhhh. Back to where I mentioned,
'Crazy stuff that came along in life'.
've been working at Borders. Not bad for a place to earn extra pocket money.
#justsayinggg.
Climbed up this mountain called 'Grandfather Mountain',
Lol. Translated from bm = Gunung Datuk.
Not much happening/happened.

Been to Taylors' Open Day.
Stuff happened :x
What else what else.

Hmm :/
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Gahhh, I'm signing off now.
Not in the mood to blog.

ciaos.

Octoberrrrrrrrrrrrr yo ;D

Love is not just a feeling.
Love is a choice you make to love that person.

To love is not to look at one another,
but to look together, in the same direction.

No words can describe it,
Simply complicating, love.

Love is a game, where both sides,
have no doubt,
On winning.

No matter what gender,
No matter what place or time,
No matter what age,
Love happens,
'Why?'
That answer lies in every single way,
You feel about that person.

Love actually isn't blind, it only sees what matters.

If you love someone,
You would want him/her to be happy,
even if it meant his/her happiness does not involve you.

withmoreloveeachtime (:
justin ❤

Different people = Different everything ?

There's so many kinds of people in this world,

People of different faces, genders, postitions, powers,

Religions, races, personalities, backgrounds, characteristics.

All when it all sums down to the basic,

We all are indeed, simply humans.

Created so perfectly that we're able to develop our minds,

As we grow,

We get mature physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and also socially.

Face it, humans have no choice but to progress along with time.

In this any one person's life,
There will always come a time,
Where a certain person that stands out to most,
And here's where destiny takes course.
Something we can't control,
On whether how would destiny bring the two individuals,
Because what happens next,
No one knows, not a single human does.

As we go along in life,
There will definitely be people that are better,
As I said,
No one knows what happens in the future.

We should forget the past, focus on the present, and shape the future.

So, are you doing the right thing now ?

Nonetheless, in whatever you do,

Put others in front of you, instead of yourself.

This way you'll never have to worry about whether you are doing the right thing or not.

It is hard, because sometimes,

The people you are sacrificing for,

Might be someone you dislike,

Or might not even notice what you sacrificed.

But I guess that can be counted as a risk,

Worthy of taking. 

You have nothing to lose,

By loving someone even more,

By giving priority to other people's feeling,

By taking the blame even when it's not your fault,

By giving more and never expect anything in return,

By helping even if you are not capable,

By putting in that little extra effort to help make things work out,

At the end of the day, a smile is lifted (:

I mean, isn't that even wonderful than any returns?

So yeah,

Do a little more, and expect the least.

Hypothetically,

Disappointments hardly occur.

Dayuum I'm good in rationalizing ;D

All this takes practise,

Might be real hard at first,

Due to all the high expectations from people,

And the needing to sacrifice for people,

Although they'll never know it.

So yeahh :x

Besides, life is never a fairy tale.

And there's no doubt about that.

If you start to think it is,

U-turn immediately yo.

Never think,

Never assume,

And most of all,

Never expect.

Be sure of everything,

As long it is right and truthful,

Because -

The best thing about telling the truth is that you are never needed to repeat it.

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Now to my last words for you,

I guess that it has all come down to this.

Whatever you are feeling now.

Seems that I can never change it now.

I guess the blame is all on me huh ?

I really hope it won't affect your exams,

But no matter how hard I try,

It'll never be enough.

Besides none of it ever was.

You have your rights, your feelings, your life.

So whatever you say and do,

I'll respect it no matter what.

So yeah.

I'm sorry that I've became a burden.

If anything could erase them memories,

I'd do it.

Cause the pain was unbearable for me,

And now is unbearable for you? :x

Wish you the best for everything,

Because that's the only thing I can do now,

Since I'm a stranger right?

Nah it's okay.

Don't worry about me (:

fyi,
I'll still treasure you as my friend,

Or should I say, best friend? (:

ciaos.

muchlove.

justin ❤