Do you know, love?

Jaeson Ma - Love


Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus 
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus 
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he
who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus 
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)


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Whatever happened, good or bad,
I did because I cared and wanted the best of things,
I'm still learning to be a better person,
So yeah, if I did something wrong,
I hope you'd forgive me.
I'll try to understand more,
But truth is,
Whoever, wherever, however, whenever and forever and ever,
I'll love you.

A change?

Hey readers :p
I'm back, but just for a short post.

So I'll start right away,
Can't afford to waste much time,
Because of the major exams that will be coming in around,
84437589340753290+3785073892074 days :x
So yeahh, have to start getting things done,
And stop the procrastination.
Hahahahahaha :P
Something we students do best,
Always motivating saying ' later lah, sure got time one ' :)

Well back to what the titles about,
If you guys were wondering,
A change,
What can that probably be?
Cause it can have lots of possibilities,
But what I'm meaning here, ' change '
Is leaving an environment and getting used to another whole new environment :x
What would it feel like?
Just saying, cause some people may like the change,
Some might be saddened to leave it behind.
Yeahhh, and I'm stuck in between >.<
Hahahahahahaha :x

That's all,
Much love ;)
- Justin -

Hate this feeling :/

Not gonna blog about anything important or what,
Just checking in (:

#nowplaying.
Lifehouse - All In
Rihanna - Hate That I Love You
Lifehouse - Broken
Linkin Park - Iridescent
Skyscraper - Demi Lovato ( covered )
Next To You - Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber ( covered )

Any intro of emo songs?
Share with me hahahaha :x

After every thunder storm, comes a rainbow.

Everything is messed right now,
And I know that it's hard to get it back on the right track.
I'm trying every way that I can,
So please understand kay ?

Had some long conversations and we managed to talk things through,
So yeah, I begin to know you more (:
Thanks very much for giving me the confidence I needed,
Now just go prove them wrong alright?
So that I won't even think about doubting you again.
Let this be a lesson learnt for our friendship to be even closer.
Not everyone is perfect.

It wasn't anyone's fault,
But I do still need to apologise,
For causing those unnecessary tears,
Sorry you had to have them :/
I do have my flaws too,
I'm learning not to live by expectations anymore,
Trying to change :/
But whatever is it,
I'd rather live by your imperfections ;)
You have thought me a lot even without realising.

A friend is a push when you have stopped, a chat when you are lonely, a guide when you are searching, a smile when you are sad, a song when you are glad.

Now your duty (:
Translate it, having the start changed from ' A friend ' to ' Best friend '.

Having sleepless nights this past days,
Finding myself waking from events I don't want see happening,
And fear that I'll lose my friends :/
When will the sweet dreams come back? D:

Thankyou very very much.
Lots of love,
-Justin- ♥

A Day called IU Day ♥

IU Day which stands for,
International Understanding Day.
What's this all about ?
Well basically it's an event organised by the Interact Club.
As you can see it's International Understanding,
By that we, Interactors generalise our theme from a few aspects,
Most IU days I've been to has been putting a specific country as their theme.
But my school's IU were given the theme, Past vs Future.

I'm gonna go before, during and after.
So here goes (:
Before, there was a lot of preparation going on,
Seeing the interact come together,
Working there asses off just to get things done and planned.
Though there were arguements and conflicts,
Plans had to be made and it was for the better for the club (:
During, everything was so chaotic,
Everyone was running around getting this and that done,
Touching up on everything,
Looking for this person when he/she was right in front of them :D
Or even rehearsing their final time on their performance.
Well yeah, it was fun chaos ;)
After, *whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Finally it was all finished,
Oh wait, I didn't see camwhore session on the schedule list pun -.-
So the other members of the club were busy making up poses in front of cameras,
While the hall is being cleared,
Well I can't really describe much of the whole thing,
But I'm just drawing the outlines hahah (:
Wasn't in many pictures so don't waste time looking for them :p

Oh, still I have one thing to share,
That was a road accident nearly occured while I was on the way there :/
Not gonna describe much about it,
Cause it brings nightmares :x

Learning to smile, might have been from smiling to learn.

This goes out to you.

I've never directly post about someone on my blog,
So this is the first.
Why ?
Well the reason is simple, because you, are you.
Let me start off by giving you this award,
The Best Actor/Actress award,
And yeah, it goes to you.

Hmm this might a bad idea, or it may help you learn,
But I'll just stop here.
I have a whole list of things to write about,
Things which are much better than you.
Yeah, please watch your actions.
Everyone has feelings, moreover, they have a heart.

It's never too late to turn back but it's always better, to move forward.

Equally humans.

Some are smarter some are dumber not-so-smart;
Some are good-looking, some are ugly not-so-good-looking;
Some are honest, some are just out to hurt;
At the very same time,
Some are honest to certain people, but the other way round to other people.
Well in the end, we are still, humans. (:

We can't expect things to change instantly,
But what we can do is to help the good to grow better (:
So far I can only make out 3 kinds of humans,
Ones that pretends to live;
Ones that live to pretend;
And lastly, ones that live, to live.
Hahaha to put it simple,
Double-faces.

These are the kind of friends,
That have their mask on whenever they are with a certain group of people,
But wears another mask when they are with other groups.
Never showing their true faces.

Complain all we can, insult all we want,
But in the end of time, it wouldn't change anything,
Because everyone chooses their own way of living,
So yeah, just let it be.

In the outside world, I already can expect the many other different kinds of people I'd meet,
So if I can't keep up with you, how would I even survive?
Hahahaha thinking positive jerr lah ;)

It's a nice city by the way (: haha shocking, isn't it?

Righttttt, so where was I?
Ohh about the different kind of people part,
Hahaha I'm just saying, hope I don't offend anyone of you readers out there.
We cool (:

Hope I'm not those kind of people to any one of you,
If I am, I'm terribly sorry cause I'm in the process of changing (:
Please forgive me for silly mistakes I make.

#nowplaying list (:
Lifehouse - Falling In
Lifehouse - All In
Edge Of Glory - Alex Goot (Cover)
Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Michael Henry ft. Justin Robinett (Cover)

Thanks for dropping by ! (:
Lots of love, Justin ;)

World spins round and round.

Time goes,
Things change,
And therefore we are constantly moving forward,
Don't matter in what situation,
We all are challenged to beat time, but most of us,
Are either giving up or giving in to the flow of time,
And just follow the flow?
Well it's not as easy as it sounds,
Cause sometimes you find everything goes according to plan,
But time is always a factor.

So, don't give up ! :)

Many give up because they feel like the journey that remains is long, therefore they judge their own efforts by the distance they still have to go but not the distance they travelled.

Keep pushing on,
Never lose hope,
Cause you know, that there's that someone there always to support you,
Parents, bestfriends, friends, or even strangers?
Ahhhh :')

Alright then, been neglecting my duty as a student now hahahaha ;)
So I'll go and shoot some objective papers,
Take part in an activity called 'revision',
Or at least try to.
Hahahaha :)

Procrastination is a thief of time.

Go search the meaning if ya' don't know what I mean :D
Alright, gotta go catch on with time now !
Ciaoz :)

 

Holidays, hmm. .

Well the 1st week of the midyear holidays is over,
One more week to go,
Holidays, not to say that it has been real fun or not,
But chilling? yeahh of course :p

What have I done?
Hmm, I would say, stayed off the radar.
What am I doing?
Hmm, listening to my mp3 most of the time.
What am I gonna do?
No idea -.-

It's so darn boringg :(
Ahh whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy. .

Talking to the moon,

The few minutes you spend staying awake before you go to sleep is the time you think about the followung years of your life.

Sweet sweet serenity :)
was total random-ness heh :p

 

A Turning Point In Life.

Well, here it is,
The stuff I promised to blog about,
Heh, here goes..

Well, in everyone's lives, there's surely screw-ups,
Where it might lead to the lost of self-confidence,
Causing that person to be afraid or be extra cautious,
When taking actions or making decisions in the future,
Hmm, this can either be a good thing or even a bad thing,
Depending on what the major screw up that you suffer from or experienced.
But it does leave a mark on your life nonetheless :s

As times passes by, the same thing might happen again,
Hah! At least now you are prepared :)
Some of us will then, begin to look for turning points in our lives.

From screw-ups to screw-ups,
How many of us actually improve ourselves immediately,
Or even change to a better person,
In order to prevent the next one from happening?
Well, I'm guessing 'not many'
It takes something so serious that gives us a knock on our heads,
That'll make us aware, that the way we're living now,
Ain't right :/
Impossible for us to make a 'U-turn' cause life goes on no matter what.
But a detour is what we should seek,
It'll also take courage and discipline to proceed.
Well,

Action always speak louder than words

So I'll let you do your thinking :)

What is life ?
This question appears in our minds countless times,
Too bad there's no answer to it though :(
Some may ask this out of curiosity, some just ask this because they are screwing up >.<
Well to be frank,
Life IS unfair :/
Filled with decisions, conflicts, relationships, expectations;
Sacrifices, education (career) and also, God.
All dependant to the way you live it, and how you adapt :S
Sounds easy looool :p
Worst of all, is that we are responsible for all the makings and also the endings.
Omg, this is so freakin' awesome !@#$%^& loooool -.-

By far, I've told myself that,
The higher your expectations, the bigger your disappointment,,
From that I've learnt from my mistakes,
Not to put too high hopes on anything, anymore :/

Omg O.o I've just realised that,
I don't even remember what I just blogged about. -.-"
Seriously. .
Heh, who the heck cares anyways :)

Bad stuff is what we tell ourselves when bad stuff happens.

*P/s: For JunWen :) there I've completed it for you.

Peace out peeps :)

15 km's ?

Had just participate in a cross-country / marathon race todayy :)
Well yeah, it is a 15km run,
Called the ' Ekiden Run '
There were a total of 1500 + teams that joined the game,
And yeah, 1 team consists of 5 members,
Hmm, tough maths eh?
Haha loool, you do the maths lahh :)
We were all then, split to 4 different categories,
My team's category was ' Men's Junior ',
Meaning the age range is within 15-19.
Oh yeah and the venue,
It was held in Putrajaya,
A little about this place,
This place is damn cool lol, seriously.
First thing, it's superr clean and there's just this different feel to it,
Like being in a whole new planet, different surroundings too !
Haha :x

15km are divided to 5 for each player to take on,
And is known as checkpoints,
I was in charge of the third checkpoint,
So yeah blah-blah-blah, and then,
8.30am *gun fires. BOOOOOOM !
It finally starts !
Well only for the people at the first checkpoint,
While I was stoning at checkpoint 3 -.-
Oh did I mention that the race is like open for everyone around the world to participate?
YEAH ! there were Kenyans and Japanese there !
There was this once I heard them talking,
And I can be sure to tell you,
Every word I can't understand hahaha ><
They were like how are you ? どのようにですか？
So yeah now you know what I mean haha ><


When I was running my part (3km), the time was around 9am +,
Which was when the sun rises not to high from the East,
The scenery was breathtaking lol,
As if i wasn't panting as I was running my lungs out hahaha,
If ya' know what I mean :D
Well, I would really like to snap those moments down,
But the camera I used was my eyes and the memory card was my mind?
Haha so yeahh :p


In the end, my team got 30th place, 
Among the other hundred teams in our category :)
Well I was satisfied with the results so, chillinggg xP
Hahaha, oh yeah, my teammates were,
Arthur, Victor, Andrew and Kean Wai :)
Other people that went were,
Jian-Lin, Wai Chun, Aaron, Edward, Wai Kuan,
Kit Soon, JunYan, Roland and Williem Tan. :)
Desarians representing the Sentosarians lol !

Teacher's Day performance?

Still haven't gotten the time to post about my thoughts yet,
But yeah I just performed a singing performance for my school's teacher's day.
And yeah I was quite nervous at the start and during the performance too ><
Kinda the first time I'm singing in front of such a large crowd :/
I kinda think I sucked but yeah, people are like telling me it was okayyy :/
But, lol, >< there's always a 'but'
Maybe it's just me lacking the confidence in myself?

Ahhh :( well, at least everything is over now. ><
Thanks for everything, yeah you there.
Thanks a lot :)
For all the support you gave,
The night before quite a lot of text came in,
Wishing me good luck and stuff,
Well I'm just very comforted by the thought that you guys,
Are there behind me supporting hehe :')
Thank you very much :)

f.y.i. :-
The song I sang, was titled 'Fixing A Broken Heart'.

Stay tuned for more,
Sorry for the terrible delay >.<
Peace out :)

Yeahh it is finally over, for now. .

Yooooooo :) What's up guys?
Hope you readers are doing good in life now haha :)
I wish you well in whatever you do !
So cheers, life goes on (random)


Back to what is going on in my life,
Hmm exams? LOL ! Just finished with my diagnostics,
So yeah, finally out of the dark clouds now. .
Hahaha :)
But sad to say,
The teachers suddenly got so darn hardworking,
And once our exams finished,
Papers and results are already starting to be given back to us O_o
I was like, " Whattttttt ?!? O_o "
Teacher you ze crazyyy? Give us a break :O
Loooool -.-

Well at least I got exams off my back now :)
Gonna post about something real soon,
So stay tuned :)

World End's today ?

LOL -.- there has already been soooooo many gazillion-berbillion people predicting when the world ends.
And to this particular person that thinks the world is gonna end today,
Yeah, WHY today ? No other day to choose ke? HAHA :p
Will having it predicted right after a very interesting date,
520 (date) most chinese will know this,
So we're supposed to love everyone before the world ends and we die?
O_o well not to say anything about dying :x
Haha maybe this can be a lesson learnt?
To love someone no matter what, when, why, and also no matter how you love them.
Not only during the last few seconds in life, but as long you are living,
That's how I interpret this incident LOL so yeah,
I love you (: no matter what when why and how.
Happy 520 to all you readers as well :D

Well relating back to this prediction,
There's 3 stages of it, - before - during and also - after.
Before this day, some people were chilling (as usual) ;
Some of the others went like " O.o OMG what if it were to happen? I'm too awesome to die :( "
HAHA, drama betul itu ! xD
So yeah they made plans like jumping off KLCC spending extra time whenever possible with their loved ones..
During that time frame,
HAHA now here comes the fun part,
Few things that I observe,
1.) Dudeeeeeee ! The sky is so hamsap yellow. O_o
2.) Ahhhhh, it rained for 5 second and stopped for 5 second then resumed the next 5 seconds. -.-
3.) *Now this one, should be the most epic of all -.- (one of my friend said this)
      " Heyy, you know that the world IS gonna end by 6pm today right ?"
Me- " Your world, not mine ;) "
     " I'm serious lah ! C'mon, stay with me on this one. "
Me- " Oh fine, okay yeah the world IS gonna end -.- "
     " Haha :D Did you notice the drastic changes happening RIGHT NOW ? "
Me- " Right now? Lol ! I don't notice a single thing. -.- "
     " Dudee you can't be serious right? I don't believe that. "
Me- " Serious lah weihhh. -.- but do tell me, what's happening ? "
     " Hahahaha LOL I'm so much more awesomeee now. xD "
Me- " WTF ! -.- wateringtheflower


Yeahh I know the epicperasan-ism in that lol -.-

After the prediction,
Haha the guy who predicted this is sooooo gonna get it in his face LOL
Yeahh thumbs up to that xD
And yet, here we are still smiling at the fact,
That we're still alive, and still able to continue on in life,
Staying ourselves and loving everyone else :D

Well that's about it for this post,
More to come so stay tuned aite?
Thanks. :)

Day #4 Is it over yettt?

Mathematics a paper that I find it impossible to find time out to rest your mind.
Especially when your mind is filled with other thoughts,
I just couldn't concentrate :/
What was the reason?
...

Back to during the exam time, Paper 1 was just nice,
The time allocation for that paper was very reasonable,
And most of us got it done in time :)
Hah, but when it came to paper 2,
The slightly more interesting difficult paper to face,
Liangzai told us that 48% out of that paper is all compiled by the graph questions,
So we were like, graphs - Chehhh, piece of cake :p
Oh and btw, Liangzai is also knowned as En.Liang our beloved Maths teacher :)
Shhhh :x 5sc2 Copyrighted® Heh xD

From my side, I was just too busy with my own paper,
So yeahh. :)

What's currently playing on his mediaplayer :)

 


David Cook is still awesome :)

 


 





Day #3 Midterms

Alright alright, now I 'm really finding this weird,
Third day of exams and I'm still blogging?
Oh well, this should be quick :)
Today's paper was BM,
Oh when everyone went all panic about what's coming out on the novel part,
But I was just chilling ;P
AHAHA, maybe I was just confident?
Lol, certainly I was not lah, I *looked confident jerr. xD
Well I heard Form 4's BM didn't show mercy on them haha :P
Don't worry lahh,

Isn't life about screwing up? :)

To be honest, I couldn't really concentrate during the exams,
Kept blanking out and all I could do was just stare at the clock as it ticks,
Having my mind running all around. ><
Well most important is that I finished the paper?
Can't guarantee the results this time ><
#panicforSPMlol. :S

Well tomorrow's paper is Mathematics,
Wish me luck :)

Now that picture confuses me ><
Hahaha 2mrw, maths FAIL mou xPP

Day #2 Midterms

I just got too bored and felt like blogging,
Haha :)
Ahh last Saturday I had my history paper,
Well it was all good,
Hope I did well ><

Hmm day 2, today,
I had my English paper,
I still remember the last class she had with us,
Just before the start of the exam week, She told us,
"Alright 5sc2, I'm hoping to see all of you score an 85% or above :) "
Yeah she literally gave us the smile > :)
-.- We were like 'Ohh SERIOUSLY ?' O_o
After that she went on and reminded,
"Oh and for those 'A' students I expect a solid 95%,
Yeah that applies for you too, Justin."
There and then, I was staring at the floor thinking to myself,
"What have I done to deserve this? :( "
Then I went to see the teacher and told her,
Teacher, this ahhh, iz just not ze possible lahhh ><
Ahhhh D; yeah of course, she said nothing and just smiled -.-

Back to the time I was answering the paper,
It was paper 1 before recess and paper 2 after,
Everyone was pretty worried about the novel section of paper 2,
But I couldn't be bothered cause I was still thinking how am I getting that 'A+'
For me personally, I think that paper 1 was the harder paper,
I would say that there was insufficient time to finish the paper,
We were given an hour and 45 minutes to complete to long essays ><
Part B of the paper requires you to choose one topic among 5,

Here are the topics:
1.) Describe the most memorable day in your life.
2.) Teenagers nowadays do not like to read books. Do you agree?
3.) A perfect holiday.
4.) Write a story ending with:
"I packed my bags and continued on with my life."
5.) Money

Well guess which one I chose?
Ahahaha WRONG ! xD I chose number 4.
I wrote some stuff that happened in my life,
And decided to move on,
Kinda took a risk with it,
So I will just hope for the best :/

A simple question not many can answer, that is : What is your purpose in life?

Chapter 5 .Episode 2 .Day Monday .Hour 2011

Shady's back :)
Heyy'all,
How'd you guys like the new makeover?
Haha awesome right? x)
Well I've actually been quite busy these days,
Or should I say weeks? >.<
Look at the bright side, I'm here now hahaha :D

Well the title for this post basically means,
2nd of May, Monday, posted at 8.11pm,
Well you can say that it's year 2011 as well lah :P
Cool right? Lololol xD

So what's been keeping me busy, you're asking ?
Well on 23/04/11, on one part of planet earth,
A group of 20 members,
Travel the world,
Uncovering a mystery,
That no one could solve,
*chi-gek music stops.
Alright alright, enough with the cliches ;)
Well a place called 'Broga Hills'
Is about to be conquered by another 20 amazing people xD

Oh yeah if some of you are wondering,
Yeah, I had school on that day,
But I was on the way to Kajang during dawn,
Around 3.30am we were all gathering outside the school's gate.
Ahaha but I gotta say, since the day before,
I hadn't even got free time to rest >.<
Ahhhhhh :(

The climb-up was like hell >.<
There was supposed to be a path leading us straight up,
But it was so dark at the time (around 5am)
And we got lost several times >.<
In the end we took a path,
A path which the way wasn't so visible to us,
But at that time it was the only way,
Leading us straight up,
We had to stay close for safety precaution,
And lend a helping hand to the ones behind..
Wheww so much to say yet so little time :(

Yeah and in the end,
Broga Hills, we conquered ;)

Note* Best feeling you can ever have,
Although we missed sunrise but still :P
Breathtaking and awesome indeed :)

Well I guess that's all for my trip to Broga Hills :)
Now back to life,
Yeah I've been like sick for 5 days now >.<
Ahhh it's so damn hard to breath :O
#nowplaying - Boys Like Girls - Contagious.
Looool x) if you know that song hahaha (:
Exams are coming omg O.o
One more week until the midterms :(
Stressed up ahhh D;

I'll end this by a quote,
So meaningful yet so hard to be realised,

"Sometimes I wish you would pay more attention to my favourite songs because the
lyrics they sing, are the words i'm afraid to say. "

Credits to Brian :) for coming up with this.

Well I guess that's all from me :)
For now hahaha ;)

"Trust is all you need. Because after all, happiness is what you'll get."

Life so boredddd hahahah ;)

Might be a childish game, but still can be addictive at times AHAHA (Y) xP